
heavy rain out there and i just couldn't sleep. raining is always a nice weather to sleep but i just can't, am suffering from insomnia. have been facing the same problem every single night and i'm so sick of it! don't really know what's in my head and i don't know what i want, hate being emotional but its not under my control.
using methods like counting sheep or listen to musics aren't helping at all. facebooking and watching drama are the things that i can only do at this time. keep listening to Disaster by Jojo over and over again. how long do i have to be like thisssssssssssssssssss.

Somewhere between heartaches and waiting comes another chance
to be found by someone who can show you that you don’t deserve to be just an option but a choice.